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Tuesday, March 4, 2014

As Our World Turns ( Due Process)




This morning over coffee, I had the opportunity to speak with Robyn Lane. Robyn Lane is the radio personality for WRAT radio, broadcasting over the airways of the tri-state area. Naturally I spoke to her about Mind Maintenance, how its a blog column designed to deliver personal positive perspective to the generational gap 18-25. Along with words of encouragement, and several tips and incites geared towards building a larger audience, she agreed to do an interview with a few local blog followers. Also, I recently met a young aspiring author, with 5 books already in print which I'm in the process of trying to schedule an interview. There is so much that stands to happen for Mind Maintenance over the course of the next few weeks. Many of things for our viewers to look forward to. Another thing I spoke to Robyn about was fundraising, saying she was instrumental in providing useful information would be an understatement. Over the course of the next few days I will begin the steps to launch an international fundraising campaign. I looking to raise the money to purchase a better computer, as well as a video camera and video editing software so that I can begin producing real-time video interviews. There are big things happening here on the home-front for Mind Maintenance, as planned year two stand to be a a truly growing year for the blog, its mental mechanics and the viewers as well. My focus is to grow us this year, as we grow as individuals. I also plan to release " The Screams In My Whisper Series " later this year, starting with the greatly anticipated first book "Humble beginnings". We`re going places people !!! Creating quite the buzz in our wake, I recently posted how I used to believe that one person couldnt make a difference. As Im living the confermation that indeed one truly can if they bear the faith that they can do so, Im floored by the omnipotence of my creator as he shows me the magnitude of his prescence. We are here to stay cruel world !!!! Everything that we have done, will do, and hope to do in the future will create a better society for all those who have the mental conditiioning to want to take part. The level of growth that we stand to create is so much brighter than the dark forces that wish to hault our forward motion, that soon there will be absolutely nothing you can do to stop us. Stay tuned all of you who believe that change is on its way and BE ENCOURAGED.......    

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Tower Of Champions




Conspiracy theorist, antagonist political enthusiast, bratty know it all, self-righteous socialite, just a few of the incites I bear for attempting to motivate a nation. I have countless e-mails, some from nations beyond my own ; of hatred beyond recognition. I don't know any other way to express that my presence is just as sincere as my ambition. The self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual, with a genuine ambition for interpersonal elevation of self. I believe that certain levels of evolution are included in the sequence of due-process. I believe that Charles Darwin was on to something with his social-Darwinism theory, despite the fact that he was wrong overall due to the foundation of his personal belief system. I believe that the only way we can ever even hope to evolve as a nation, we have to first be willing to grow inter-personally. Life, although there are times it seems as if its moving at a speed beyond your ability to muster ; is in-crested with the ability to rise above the seemingly over-powering adversity of the society that consumes us. The only bearing difference between myself and my generational-counterparts, is that I live in the audacity of believing that there are layers of life superseding the layer we've grown to become accustomed to.  The saddest part of all is that many of us know this. We have seen this many times before in stories of times past, from so many great nations. The story the same time and time again how nations seem to become crushed by the society its consumed within. Moral- rational is the the natural emotion active in letting us know this. Yet, we cant seem to use, what we know, to do further research. on what it takes to become better. Every time I have the opportunity to excite the riot that stands the opportunity too inspire someone to challenge themselves to become better, I believe I must. Scientifically-proven our personal belief systems, ultimately write the commentary on who we are as individuals. The ability to see beyond whats right before it occurs, in-spite of, the things before us being so distracting, is blessing. Its the spirit of Him who sent us,  alive in us, that urges us to exercise our faith. Ironically faith with out works, is dead. My ability to break life down and dissect it, is my blessing. The ability to exert that intensity of visionary-perception, is blessing beyond that, thank god I know I'm blessed to be a blessing. For, in me knowing that, I confess to you all, freely, the growth experienced in the blessings given to me. I believe that I am a vessel, I believe that he has prepared me for just this very moment. For, every situation that I've ever experienced in my life has taught me a lesson to prepare me for the moment,  that is right now. Above all other things my faith has awarded me the courage to invoke the blessing of, the ability and intellectual conviction, to walk into my season. I feel more alive at this very moment, than I've probably ever felt in my life. Yes, of course I make mistakes. I get discouraged. I have moments of emotional over-willingness that leaves me powerlessly in sorrow. Yes, admittedly I am imperfect. Amazing isn't it, how much I'm just like you. Almost makes you wonder, why I want to help you ??? However, one of us is poking fingers at the other of falsehoods, I have no idea who it is, do you ???  BE ENCOURAGED.....

Friday, February 28, 2014

Kingpin Of The Inkpen




I`m a dreamer. In my alone time, I drift away from where I am and arrive at a place of psychological solace. Blanketed by the tranquility found in my personal thoughts, I give birth to the idealism bearing the potential for change. Unlike many others, my dreams aren't simply about me. Nor re they composed of self-righteous thought process causing for me to set unattainable goals. In fact they are quite the contrary, they are most times the responsive thoughts triggered of past experiences. The sum of fears confronted and/or life situations overcome. They tend to cover a wide range of topics and as a result stand to bring change to a multitude of arenas. I want to be someone that makes a difference. I want that difference to be one of positive foundation. I pray for that positivity to radiate through all those who come in contact with the change I strive to initiate. I used to believe that, one person couldn't  bring change to a nation. I believed that it would require a collective effort of people striving for a common purpose. Then  I began studying Nelson Mandela. The more deeply I began to look into his life, at the level of supernatural selflessness and humanitarianism he displayed ; I found hope. In my youthful ignorance, when I would go through things my inability to apply adequate understanding, caused for me to apply the best explanation I could come up with. Now at the height of my maturity Im thankful to my creator for the blessing of understanding. For, after traveling the humbling journey I've traveled to arrive at this  place ; I now understand its purpose. In doing so, I believe I have found my very own calling to purpose.I believe that my desire for change and to make a difference isnt a coincidence. Nor do I believe my ability to express my thoughts vividly to be one either. I believe it is my personal calling to purpose. I believe that my creator is awarding me the opportunity to understand, that now is the time for me to pursue what hes been preparing me for all along. I believe that as I align myself to be righteous in his sight that he will lead the way to every desire of my heart. Going into the ending snippet of last year, in eloquently written anxious rants. I made a lot of promises about my method with Mind Maintenance for year two.Although, I wont go as far as to recant those previous statements ; I would like you all to know I have those same desires. However, I humbly submit to the fact that I am not in control of their occurrence. Yet, I'm confident the he who is in control will provide all the tools for my calling. BE ENCOURAGED.....

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

I Think therefore, I'm Free

“ I found myself " is said by the being that's in the belief that they have “found" their way. Except, that once you truly understand ; who it is that you are. You will understand it wasn't who you are that was lost. What was lost was the understanding amidst who you we're to survive. There exist a psychological term for those of multiple personalities. However, I believe that schizophrenia is ugly labeling. Yet, why wouldn't those “seeking to gain control " acquire fear as a marketing tool. I believe that love in it's absolute truest form. Bears a supernatural likeness. I have come to understand, that love is a element of multifaceted dynamic. One of which being a freedom capability. Love I believe, is the only positively reciprocating emotion understood by our menial mortal brains. As we gradually become the “ zombie apocalypse " we've been taught to fear. I as the modern day pseudo intellectual, strive to capture you're attention. I live to shift the mentality of the nation that consumes me. I live for my voice to bear an echo, with a ripping effect. I would love for us to stop living like we have to crush our fellow man to move forward. Why do we have the mentality that everyone else has to be doomed, for us to win. Why can't we as a people become a nation of networks. Use the capabilities we have through technological advance, to become a driving force. I want better for my world. I believe I'm destined to do so. Mind Maintenance, is here to stay. Be Encouraged !!!!!!

Monday, January 13, 2014

The Subtlety Of Silent Screams


Oftentimes the ambition of a person fueled by the intensity of their passion, can be misunderstood as arrogance by those less driven. The inability to be understood can ultimately become the utter recipe for the alterations to ones character. Such alterations can dependant on the root of the cause and their affect upon who made them, can ultimately stand to assassinate the initial character of the individual. In specific social setting both interactive and otherwise, one can easily take notice that very many of my generational counterparts are lost in search of themselves. However, there was a time where I wondered how one could loose themselves. I guess I can write that youthful innocence off as a byproduct of inexperience. Running into who I'm supposed to be in my seperation from who I thought I was not only do I now understand. I'm also encouraged by the learning that has taken place in my quest to arrive at such an understanding. My guess I that the best way to explain it is to say that the flesh is weak. Which, yes it's an extremely loaded statement however it's relevant on so many different levels. It's generally our own selfish desires that warrants the calling for our changes. Our innocent desire to make adjustments to self in hopes of acquiring things we believe we want. For in us allowing ourselves to want things bad enough in our innocence of being we will allow ourselves to believe these wants are needs. Causing for us to then do what it is that we believe we must to attain what we must desire. Blindingly taken our destiny into our own hands. Which ultimately causes for us to loose loose the focus of remaining in alignment with who sent us and the understanding that our life isn't ours but his. Causing for us to step away from his omnipotent direction, rendering us volnerable to the  trespasses of the enemy. As I have said many times before spiritual warfare is very real and ever current. It is both our gift and curse within this journey that is our lives. It is alo one that is grown to be understand in depth as we journey forward. As I receive the understanding I promise to share, for I aspire to inspire a nation. BE ENCOURAGED.....

In Growing


I know that lately my post have been extremely personal. However, who better to use as an example for growth, ambition, and encouragement than self ??? In my growth I'm learning and understanding the various cycles we encounter in each layer we evolve from in life. That as we journey forward, it's the content of specific paragraphs in the last that renders us reluctant to move to the next chapter. Yet, I also understand that it's this same reluctance that stagnates the potential growth that resides in the next chapter. To hold on, irregardless to the justifications we may make for ourselves as yo why. Is to remain trapped. Locked within the inability to see far enough beyond our own selfish desires to see opportunity for increase. That it's within the spirit of surrender we allow him who sent us to fill our measure of faith. Although, I am well aware of the fact that our creator works in mysteries ways. U am also aware that through faith, he will never leave our forsake us. I'm am grown enough at this point to understand, there truly exist beauty in brokenness. For within it we unconsciously unlock the ability to move forward. To grow, and allow for him who resonates growth to rebuild and reconstruct the elements of ourselves we can't on our own. I understand that life isn't a game to be won, nor a movie to be directed ; but a journey to be experienced. As I set out to move forward, to journey on to my next chapter I understand what if is to let go. That it isn't to loose or to win. That it's not a matter of who has the upper hand or doesn't. It's about moving forward in faith of brighter days. As I make the sacrificial attempt to do so I am encouraged as I set out to encourage a nation. BE ENCOURAGED.....